lachlan levi lewis chambers 0 lachlan was born 20 june 2007 at nevil hall hospital abergavenny he was born still born , he was a baby that was wanted by us all and couldnt wait to have him ,

Well wot can we say my little angel we were shocked to find out that i was pregnant but from day one you was wanted by us all,
i found out on the 20th of december 2006 that i was haveing you and wot a lovely christmas present me and your nanny could ask for,new years eve came and i thought i lost you cos i started bleeding but to our delight it was a small seperation,the more you grew the more we longed for you.

I had my 20wk scan and found out you was a little boy we were so happy,your bedroom was all done up ready for you sweetheart and had everything a baby needs,i started feeling you more as you grew inside me.

everything was amazing i would put my hands on my tummy to feel you but you would stop,you would always move for your nanny she would touch my tummy and you wouldnt fail to move for her so any time i was worried i would ask her to place her hands on me for you to move,your nanny was longing for you my angel oh so much,we were getting really excited as the days went by and for us to meet you but things didnt go to plan.

i woke up on a friday 15th june 2007 to you kicking you didnt stop till early hours on the 16th june,i didnt think anything was wrong i just thought you was tired and haveing a rest i got more worried as the day went on so we went to the hospital where we were told that there wasnt any heart beat we were deverstated we never cried so much for you.

The hospital sent me home and told me to go back by the monday but by the sunday 17th june 2007 i went into slow labour i was in slow labour till tuesday the 19th june 2007 then everything stoped i wasnt dilating any further than 2cm ,the doctors broke my waters by 10 0 clock that evening i dilated to 5cm then everything seemed to go so quickly and by 2.03 on the 20th june 2007 you entered this world sleeping.

We longed to hear you cry but nothing just silence i held you straight away then tour nanny held you we had you for a while then sadly you had to go away.you looked so peacefull sweetheart just like you was sleeping you will always be in our hearts my little angel.

play in gods garden our precious angel

all our love mummy and nanny..xxxxxxxxxxxxx