My name is Donna, my first baby Lewis was stillborn at 35 weeks on the 18th January,2006, weighing 5lb 13ozs. he was the most beautiful baby ever. I'd had a Placental Abruption for weeks, months even now i keep thinking that if only I'd gone to the hospital when I started feeling ill Lewis would be here with us now.  When i came back from the hospital it really hit me what had happened all i could do was sit and cry, then we had to go and arrange Lewis's funeral seeing that little white coffin broke the last piecesof my heart.  I can remember my boyfriend saying he wanted to carry Lewis's coffin because it would be the only thing he could ever do for him.  All the time I kept on having flash backs of that night seeing his little body on the scan with no heartbeat.  As we tried to pick up the pieces I found a little part time job, months later in November I found out I was pregnant again, I was nervous and excited all in one go. We went for the 12 week scan in January this year to find out that the Baby had died at 8 weeks.  Then in March I found out I was pregnant again ( I didnt think I would get caught so quickly again, silly I know).  I felt really well and then it happened again I got up one night and went to the toilet and there was blood, I went to the hospital but the baby had died.  We have had some test's done and we are now waiting for the results.  I just can't believe it keeps happening. It will be nice to talk to people who have lost Babies too.