My pregnany was a shock to both me and daddy but we couldn't have been more happy about it. We had a tough time right from the start with losin your twin durin our 9th week, the morning sickness that just woulndn't stop and the bombshell  that there was a strong chance you would hav downs syndrome but never once did i ever want you any less after the amniocentisis we got the all clear, all the troubles made me love you and want you even more. At my 20 wk scan i found out u were the little boy i'd always dreamed of and decided to call u Jake my own little angel. At 38 wks i went to the hospital for a routine check and u were breech, midwives decided it'd b best to try and turn u so i could hav a normal birth, it didnt work so i was taken back to try again this time u decided u would turn and we went on our way. 2 days before my due date we went to the midwife for a routine check ur heartbeat was as strong as an ox and i was more excited than ever i was goin to meet u soon. 2 days after my due date 22nd march 06 at 5 in the evenin my labour started i rested and rested went to bed early to save my energy to push u into the world at 6 am the followin mornin i arrived at the hospital where we we taken to the delivery suite to b monitored, they placed the heart monitor on my tummy and straight away i knew something was wrong the midwife went for a second opinion and i was told i'd lost u to, in a daze of shock grief and drugs i managed my long labour and u were finally born at 6.24 pm on the 23rd march 2006 straight away we could see wot the problem was, the umbilical cord and placenta had caused the problem, i was taken to a little side room where me and daddy spent the night with u takin photos and talkin to u tellin u how much we loved u and would miss u. The next week passed in a blur and we buried u along with the other angels in the baby garden. Me and daddy didn't make it he couldn't handle his grief and didnt know how to be there to help me.

Ur missed by those of us who matter more than u could ever imagine Jake and u'll never ever b forgotten.