when i found out i was pregnant i was over the moon so was my partner.

i suffered terible morning sickness from day one,

at my 12 week scan i was in for a very big shock i was told i was carring identical twins they said they shared the same placenta but in seperate sacks.

i was in total amazement, it took a while for it to sink in,

we wre given all the pro and cons of carring twins which was very scary. the pregnancy progressed well i was scaned every 2 weeks to make sure the was no sign of tts, twin to twin transfusion.

at every scan the always told me there was 2 sacks.

the dreaded day came when i was 22 and a half weeks, i started to have pain so we went to the hospital, they did a scan and they told me that the babys were fine, no sign of tts, and they told me i was carrying girls i was over the moon as i already have 2 boys.

5 min later on the 12 feb 2007 they told me i was loosing my girls and there was nothing they could do, it turned out to be my worst nitemare.2 hours later my girls were born alive very small and fragile, they handed my girls to me, and thats when they both took there last breath, i was devestated. we had the girls blessed, i will never get over my loss and i will never forget my 2 little angels.

i went back to the hospital for the results and there they told me they think my babys were in the same sack thats why it happenedf.

i was furious as if they new this before they could have done things to prevent what had happened.

it is now the 10 june 2007 and i am about 6 weeks pg and i am bricking it, i have to have a earlly scan to see how many babies there are and i wont rest until the say arrives

i am sertain that this is a sign from my angels as the due date is the beginning of feb 2008, and i hope my angels will be watching of me to make sure everything goes ok this time.